Feels like Aliens

Jina wished me a happy Mother’s Day. It took me by surprise b/c I don’t feel like a Mother. I wrote her back saying that I felt more like “Mother-In-Waiting”. She laughed but it’s true, I don’t feel like a mother. I feel more like a host, kind of like the Aliens movies. I’m hosting this being, which eventually become a baby and yes the process is bloody, painful, and gory with a lot of screaming (I’d expecting the noise).